EMO emo

My apologise for emo-ing now. I think emo is uncool and low class and this is what I am now. How I wish emo couldn't exist in this world. Who invented emo? I'm going to kill him, argh!

A lot of things are better not to be said. I rather not know about certain things than knowing about them and emo-ing over them. Why tell me? Let me imagine about everything myself. At least I will be happier.

And I don't just end here. A lot of people don't know how to be real. If you don't like someone, then don't talk to him or try to be friendly with him and make him misunderstood and treat you as a friend. I am real and I hate people who are fake.

My assignment is driving me crazy too. I want to do it well so that people who don't think good about me will faint. I think I will either prove people wrong and succeed in designing or else I shall quit the industry. Yes you hear me right, quit. Everyone makes mistake and everyone starts from zero to who he is today. What matters is now and not the past okie?

I think the remedy to emo-ing (for me) is feeling the love and care people have for me. I apologise if I kept talking to some of you on MSN these few days, pestering you and wanting you to reply fast. However, I am really happy and enjoying! If you have nothing to do, just ring me on MSN too okie? or even better, my mobile.

And I decided not to go clubbing today. I don't think a emo person can dance.

Emo emo go away,
little Nicky want to play!

The Curse of Water Retention

I did an experiment. I sacrificed my favourite tea last night! I only drink a few drops of water after my supper. No more one whole kettle of tea. And guess what, I have no water retention today (just some teeny weeny from the night before yesterday). Conclusion of experiment, it is true that you will get water retention the next day if you drink many water the night before you go to bed. But I don't think I am going to continue sacrifice my tea or coffee le.

I am not a superstar (although many think I am)
I am not a poser
I am not a model
I am not Lee Wei Song
I am not one of the hopefuls in HEY! Gorgeous
I am not in a relationship now (hopefully I am, soon!)

So I will continue to look bloated from tomorrow onwards. And for your information, I am having Japanese Green Tea now and I had Lipton Tea in the morning and Milo in the afternoon. I plan to have my coffee later at night. How to I feel now? Shiok! And remember, the ugly guy you see in SP is not the real me, it's a bloated version of NicholasAPB!

School's IN
I used to get so emo 2 days before school reopen and on the very night before, I will not be able to sleep. But I think I am getting better already. Seriously being emo is not cool at all. So don't be emo and don't take life so seriously, have some fun and you will enjoy it.

Today in class Aud and Sophia help me put eye-liner. I think I look weird and very un-gothic la. Also I found it very troublesome to put and remove. I really kudos to girls and boys who put make up before they go out each time.

I was having my driving lesson just now and the radio in the car was tuned to Capitol 95.8FM, and it was playing 化妆舞会 by 于台焰. Guess what?! Both my instructor and myself were singing the song. Wahaha! And I doubt anyone reading this blog know this song, if you do, you are awesome!

And now I lost mood to watch Campus Superstar already because my favourites are gone. I think Shawn is very impressive and he reminds me of my brother. As for Teri, her voice is powerful and she is very real. Many of the girls very act cute one. Anyway competition is like that, the better ones may not necessary win and the lousier ones may win.

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night cycling
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shopping
swimming
jogging
chit chat
movie
ktv
clubbing
mahjong
travel
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den Call or MSN me!

If you want to-
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den you get lost from me okie!

I was taking the bus from my house to Hougang just now,
I saw this old man around 50 to 60 years old,
he sat in front of my sit,
he is so smelly,
I kept thinking why some people so smelly still come out,
I kept staring a him and complained in my head,
until he took out his iPOD from his bag.

People are unpredictable you know?

我突然觉得我很勇敢，
这些年走来的风风雨雨，
悲伤与难过，
让我变成今天的我。
我真的很努力在过生活了，
真的真的很努力了！
加油吧，APB！

My top 25 most played songs!
It's always 何耀珊, 鄭秀文 and 江美琪.
They are really good, especially 江美琪!
A lot of her songs speaks about my mood-
我多么羡慕你
我又想起你
亲爱的你怎么不在我身边
I’m O.K. 谢谢
你不公平

But if you are very emo,
I rather you listen to 何耀珊 =)

Class BBQ
Hi everybody I am back from the Class BBQ Outing at East Coast. It was a tiring yet fun event. More importantly is the everyone enjoyed ourselves and will look forward for the next class outing.

The early birds will have to start the fire. Starting out fire is one of the most difficult thing to do in BBQ. I personally don't know how to do it but lucky we have got experts there. You guys rock!

Although Lester ain't there at the BBQ, his heart is with us and watching us all the while! How sweet he is.

After the delicious food, we played many games. The highlight was Truth or Dare. This game allowed us to dig serects and laugh out loud with the stupid things some were asked to do. Here is Dino doing pole dancing in front of a group of strangers.

All of us especially Vivienne came out with a surprise birthday celebration for the hardcore Cris. The awfully chocolate cake was awesome, and the longan dessert too!

More than 10 of us stayed for my favourite night cycling! The last time when we had a combined outing with the people from WDFU, we cycled all the way to Changi Village. This time we cycled another direction to Orchard Road. It was amazing because we don't really know the way but we just managed to find our way there. We played catching on our bike at Kallang then we had our supper at Youth Park before heading for Esplanade.

I was racing with Sophia at the very last part towards the end point at McDonald's. We were already so tired after so many hours of cycling around town but we still struggled for the first place. And I won because Sophia didn't see that there was a short cut. Hahaha. After the race, my legs was unbearablely painful even till now and I bet her legs were painful too.

Over at McDonald's, many just couldn't help it but got attacked by Zzzzzz monster. So that's about it. As you know everyone will look unglam and ugly at the BBQ, I decided not to put too much photos up here. So if you want any of your photos, just MSN me.

Sharon Au

I was digging up my old stuffs when I realised I have a huge collection of Sharon Au pictures and autographed magazines. I was in fact very impressed with myself, or rather very impressed with young Nicky. How could I have done that?

She's very nice to her fans. I still remember her giving tickets for her two plays. This picture is from her second Mcfun Party. I don't know if you guys still remember Gary Yap (left). After doing City Beat for a period of time, he left and is now in Malaysia's Astro Television hosting major shows like the Malaysian Project Superstar. And the latter is Shaun Chen, who is currently dating Lux super rich's Michelle Chia. The cute little girl behind is Ru Xin's sister Jing Yi. Catch up with Sharon Au and her life in Japan on her blog.

And as I continue digging out my old stuffs, I found that I actually have The SIMS 2 game! And this explain why I haven't have much time for my blog recently. One of the main reasons why I play the game is because I bought it when it just came out and it is very expensive for me at the point of time. But I must say this game is not very suitable for younger kids like Isaac (and me) because it is very kinky. Having sex is part of their life and they can have many times a day. Also, some goals is to date more than 1 person at a time or have the "you know" with 3 persons. And my SIM is straight and gay. He loves his wife and he loves his boyfriend and he also loves his another girlfriend. When he kissed his wife in public, the boyfriend or the girlfriend will get jealous and slap him one. OMG, it's hilarious! But nah, I am so 三分钟热度, not going to get kinky or obsessed over the game.

Jolin is a phenomenon
She really is. The opening show by her at the 18th Golden Melody Awards is awesome. This is what I call stage presence. She really has it. In Asia, many singers don't really have good stage presence because they don't dance nor sing faster songs. To be more direct, they can't dance. However Jolin is really good. I think she did a great job at the opening. On the other hand, Linda felt that she used too much strength and that it is not as elegant as it is in her music video. Jolin's concert is definitely worth the money. Imagine going to other singer's concert, you will fall asleep!

I don't really want to talk much about the 18th GMA but I was very irritated by 五百's annoying dance and time wasting at the red carpet. And this particular guy who won the two awards in the 客家语category, he rejected both the trophies because he is unhappy with the fact that his works are categorized under the 客家语category and not the mainstream. If his work is going to be categorized in the mainstream category, I doubt it will get nominated!

I am sure many of us are shocked and speechless why the Best Newcomer Award did not go to the forever loving Evan Yo. It is really not his day because he didn't get the award and also because he walked the red carpet with the worse dressed mainstream female nominee.

I met Ariel for dinner at Vivo City yesterday. I was telling her about she and her unprofessional tarot cards. One and a half year ago, it said I will be in love within six months. And now I am still unattach.

And here is Asian's Dancing Diva, Jolin!

Kids Company
My house is like a market place today because Isaac and Gwendoline came to play. In less than a few minutes, their voice can be heard in every part of my house. Kids are like that, they are so adorable and naive.

The sunshine smile that will make my day! I trained them to call me Kor Kor since young and so they are used to it liao. Wahahaha!

I decided to have my driving lesson once a week instead of twice because I feel that I am too clever and professional to need more practice. However, I hope my instructor will not pull up the handbrake that often the next time I have lesson.

So this year National Day song is There's No Place I'd Rather Be sang by Kit Chan and written by our SP lecturer Jimmy Ye. Talking about Jimmy Ye, his song was being played on Capital Radio 95.8FM the other day. Zhao and me feel that the song is very broadway or you can also say it's like for a musical. Imagine the primary schools' kids singing this song. Click here to listen to the song now!

Kit Chan has really good and strong vocal. And not to mention she is one of the first few local singers to make it big in the region. Apparently, Sun Ho is doing very well too. She is recently chosen to be the solo music ambassador for the Beijing Olympics! Not to mention, her EMBRACE album which was released in Taiwan on 9 March this year is surprisingly on Number 5 spot in the latest G-Music Chart released today. Another local singer JJ Lin is releasing his mandarin album real soon but his 500 million Music Video was banned in Taiwan due to the nudity content. His record company is looking into it and are making changes to the video so that it can be played on television.

The Starhub Cable Television is raising up their fees, and so is NETS and our very own GST. The next thing you know, the electric charges will be going up too. But let me end your day with a smile. Here's a video of Isaac few years back! -

Driving Report
You never think I am doing very much well than expected in my driving. I need to slow down because my instructor (and my mother who saw me zooming around at Bukit Batok Central) say so. I need to stop at STOP sign because it is a must. I need to give way to pedestrians and cars because I am no longer a 少爷 on the road. I need to check out blink spots while changing lanes. Hmmm, I am not good afterall, right?

I met up with Ryan and Michelle for lunch this afternoon. Poor Joey was damm sick. Had my favourite Mos Burger! Yippee! After lunch they came to my house. Michelle and I watched The Haunted Apartments while Ryan played PS2.

Today is like the start of holiday for me because I am finally enjoying myself with the company of my friends. I meeting supper with Ariel later. She bought me 铁蛋 from Taiwan. For those of you who don't know, it is processed quail egg. Wonder how it taste!

SUN having concert in China. I've place her China promotional video on my blog too. Sun is a big name in China because she is the ambassador of LOVE there and had built 4 schools in the poorer provinces. What I last heard is that the Chinese government had given her a piece of land (about 6 football field big) to build schools for the poor children. Amazing isn't it =)

Holiday!

While most of you just came back from holiday, are in holiday or will be going on a holiday this holiday, I am actually stucked here at this tiny little dot!

I can't wait for the class gathering next week! I want to go night cycling! I don't want to go home. Mountain, ocean and sun, I am coming again!

I have been staying at home these two days to watch movies. I started out with Wang Kai Wei's In the Mood for Love and 2046. I really love the oriental Shanghai feel of the movie but the stories made me fall asleep, I can't understand one! I also watch controversial flims like Formula 17 and Spider Lilies. I love both of them and I admired 杨佑宁 and 杨丞琳 courageous act. Another movie that I watch is The Host. Hmmm, that monster in the movie is so gross! Someone kill me!

An interesting fact-
孫燕姿第一张专辑有一首歌叫 天黑黑
阿杜第一张专辑有一首歌叫 天黑
何耀珊第二张专辑有一首歌叫 天不会黑
记得哦！有了SUN，天不会黑！

And if I can wish for something now, this is what I want-
桃花 =)

The Pursuit of Happiness
Divorce rate and shotgun marriage rate is very high in recent years. This is not a very good phenomenon and ultimately, the victims are often the innocent children. I believe that a united and happy family is needed to foster a successful and happy person. I won't say all but quite a number of weirdos and failures you see around you come from broken family.

I am very sad for my friends whose parents had divorced. That's why I say children are the ultimate victim. Yes they are! They really are.

I won't say I come from a happy family but neither do I come from devastated one. I often have nightmares about how poor thing both my brother and I will become if something really happens. Although I live in luxury now, I am very much prepared to become the opposite one day.

I strongly urge all my beloved friends, fans and whoever is reading this- choose our path wisely, your happiness is in your hands. I hope this passage won't make me a love expert but rather, it's very professionally said. I like to do things professionally and I am a perfectionist. If you have any problems in your life and needs counselling or listening ear, I will be there.

And so, all serious matters aside. I went to Linda's housewarming yesterday. Here is my cute nephew Isaac Lai with his trolley bag.

I learned from her maid yesterday that she is going back this coming friday. Am very sad but have to accept it. Maids come and go. I asked her to make me her renowned Milo. It's the last time I will be drinking it. Fortunately I gave her my e-mail address so that she can still contact me when she is back in The Phillipines.

Another nephew of mine is also K1 this year. Apparently she was a bit bored and she said she wanted to jump out of the window but her dad will surely scold her. She asked me to guess what is her favourite thing on earth. You will be surprise that it is not her father nor mother, it's money! Kids of this generation are really hilarious and are very very hard to teach.

I went to AMK Hub for the first time yesterday. Like the interchange in Toa Payoh, it is fully air-conditioned. You wait inside the air con for your bus and when your bus arrives, the door will automatically open for you to alight. This is so cool!

It's FRIDAY!

This is like my favourite part of school- the last day before holiday. Woohoo! I just can't help getting so hyper active at this day man. Holiday is for you and me =) The Media Law lesson was cancelled so we had an early lunch (also call Bunch) today at Foodcourt 4. Anyway the new japanese stall there taste average. Then there is Drama and today is our test. So nervous nervous nervous but heng lor, I pull it through. Phew!

Being in DCMD for two years, we got a new and important task to do this semester onwards... that is to coach our juniors. It's like each of us will be given a coachee to coach on. My classmates and I have been discussing in class almost everyday about the coaching thingie especially today, you all know why la!

I went all the way to the other side of school to get back my IKEA chair. I want to sell it, people who have great taste please drop me a e-mail okie?

I found a magazine in class and there are so many SUN HO news and pictures in it. Khai was like asking me if I am sure that the magazine does not belong to me. Yes it's not mine. Someone else also like her one!

For the holiday, I am going to miss my favourite Cha Kway Tiao with lotsa Zhu You Zha at Clementi Central.

When I was at Seng Kang just now, my car was caught in the traffic light. When I look out of the window, I saw Vincent Liew Soon Loong walking on the street. Is he with someone special? Where is he going? Why is he walking so fast?

Close your eyes, go to sleep now

These few days feel so tired somehow. I analysed a few possible reasons with regard to it. Firstly, the weather! It's really bad. Little bit so hot moments later raining already. Frankly speaking I am so worry about global warming. The shinning sun makes you headache and no mood to do things and to go out. Why can we have four seasons? Can fashion show each season is like so cool lor!

Then I realised it's because I used too much energy in school. As next two weeks are holiday, I am so hyper in school this week. Entertaining and chatting with people takes up very much of my energy. What to do, old already mah.

And perhaps it's because I miss my Cha Kway Tiao! I have been a good boy, sick so I control my diet and not eat oily stuff (except for Zhu You Zha). Next few weeks holiday, I wonder how long more have I got to wait before I can eat my Cha Kway Tiao man!

I regretted tanning too much at Sentosa the other day. Sporting is not my style you know. Anyway, NICKY, hand in there! One more day to go. Guys, lets go clubbing next week! Oh ya! I think Shawn Yue is so lucky, can shoot MV with Ayumi Hamasaki! See it for yourself.

Threesome

Threesome? How does it feel? I never tried that! Hey hey you you, next week is holiday again. Wahaha! Wahaha! Yes Yes Yes! I really got many things that I want to do this holiday. The first thing that top the chart is I want to pamper myself! I know I look so ugly these days, my face was pimpled and my hair is so lao ya! Where is the shinning me? Two more days to go, I must embrace myself altogether!

For some of you who do not know, I am halfway through getting myself a driving license. I started my practical training this week and I must say I am really in love in driving. The instructor said I drove too fast. Haha! I wanted to prove that fast and steady win the race ma. As I am not a very multi-task person, driving a manual car is really killing me softly. I am so stress and my mind have to keep thinking about what to do and so on.

Just when most hardworking classmates are doing their DET now, I am getting ready for my beauty sleep. Sleep sufficiently and you will stay healthy always. Oh ya, my next assignment will be a live client on a publication for SMP about clubbing. I really do need help so if you think you are able to help me out in anyway please msn me. I will really appreciate and if I am happy, I may consider giving you a kiss too. Wahaha, CIAOX!

我要快乐

悲伤的记忆不一定会让人觉得痛苦，
快乐的回忆也不一定就会让人觉得快乐。
亲爱的你怎么不在我身边？
很简单，因为我没人爱，哈！

My Most Beautiful Chart
The woman on the number 1 spot in my most beautiful chart is not Vivienne Tan Wei Ling, neither is she Vivian Hsu, or the local ah soh Vivian Lai, she is non other than Vivian Chow 周慧敏. Sophia, this is how she look like, you must have seen her when you were staying in Hong Kong for those years.

Today is another weekend but because I am not feeling well, I guess I'll have to stay at home instead. I shall play PS2 later. I had stopped playing my Kingdom Hearts after playing it halfway. It is not very easy for me and rather confusing. And I also so 三分钟热度, no wonder I can never complete a single RPG. My brother on the other hand, has finished playing Kingdom Hearts and is halfway through playing Kingdom Hearts 2 liao. Kudos to him man! Guess I will never have chance to play Kingdom Hearts 2 because it is more confusing and more difficult. Later in the evening my relatives will be coming so there will be a game of mahjong for me too. Woohoo!

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Pic of the day by Cris: Daryl Chong Xiang Yuan Marlon Dino attacked by elephant. Someone save him!

猪油炸 can be addictive
I want to confess that I am sick but I more want to confess that I really love to eat 猪油炸 very much! Was having dinner with my family and my aunt's and I was telling myself that eating 1, just 1 猪油炸 is okie. Who knows after that 1 猪油炸, I started craving for more and more and more. Eventually, I finished up 1 small bowl of 猪油炸, sinful isn't it?

And today we got back our Creative Communication test, where we had to do an editing of a passage and a composition. The highest in class is a B and I got a B for myself too. Not wanting to boast around, I just wanna say I am happy lor. My classmates and even myself often laugh at my english and Marvin kept saying that the teacher who gave me an B3 for my O'level is in good mood. However, I managed to prove him wrong. Haha! Oh ya, the low standard of english that I use in my blog is done on purpose. Therefore don't judge my standard of english using my blog as a reference okie? Thank you very much!

Today we have class from 8am to 8pm. So sad to say I wasn't paying attention to most of the lectures (except for Drama) as I just want to have fun. After dinner, we went visiting my grandmother at the hospital. Got pretty emotional after seeing her. What I want to say for today is this- The world is so big, it takes faith for two person to meet and know each other, to all the people whom I know, just want to know that I treasure you as much as you treasure me. Here's a little class manga class photo that Vincent and me did last year. Enjoy and good night everyone!